HW: 187
CW (at week start): 185.47 (1.53 lb lost)
Day 3
Finally, a weightloss, non-super shitty day! I did have a splurge treat today but it was still a weight loss day and I was fairly sensible the rest of the time.
- Breakfast: A chocolate cupcake luna bar and a banana (301 calories)
- Lunch: A giant ceasar salad with only half the dressing (roughly 400 calories)
- Snack: Two cookie treats (I'm guessing 500 calories)
- Dinner: Pesto fettuccine and a piece of toast.
- Exercise: I'm having terrible luck with these 36 minute 5 run/1 walk runs. So this one I got to the fifth set, started wondering when I was going to walk because it was feeling like forever....and my timer had somehow reset. Balls!!! Ugh. So I started up again but only ended up doing around 31.82 minutes (I think). And if that's what I did it was at a pace of 12.93 min/mile which is my fastest pace yet. Here's hoping. Apparently the universe is telling me I should run my half marathon with a 4/2 alternation but we'll see. I'm going to keep trying for now.
- Water: At least 7 cups. Hopefully 8 if I can get this down before it's too late.
- Steps: 8,700+ Likely over 10,000 in actuality but I was a ding dong and forgot my fitbit most of the morning, including for when I walked around the grocery store.
So, it clearly could have been a better day. I could have used some more fruits and veggies instead of cookie treats; but, I have ice cream sitting in the fridge that I didn't touch and it was still a weight loss day. I'll call it a win. If I ate like this everyday I'd 4.8 pounds in five weeks or .96 pounds a week or 38.53 by the end of the year.
Day 2
It's a process right? You guess it. Another shitty day.
- Breakfast: 2 pieces of bacon and 2 scrambled eggs
- Lunch: Two pieces of pizza
- Dinner: Cheeseburger, some fries, and some onion rings. Followed by a junior ice cream sundae I shared with the toddler.
- Exercise: Was supposed to do 36 minutes alternating five minutes of running and 1 of walking. I made it halfway through no problems and then the toddler started whining, and saying the same thing over and over again. I can only handle one form of exertion at a time (mental or physical). So I ended up walking more than I'd liked. Ended up going 2.6 miles for an average pace of 13.85. Not my best but not too bad. I don't want to risk that happening again though so hubby is going to help make sure I can run alone on weekday runs. Plus, this way I won't have to push a 70 pound stroller.
- Water: At least 5 cups. Probably close to 6. Should be more.
- Steps: 11,300+
Clearly not the best day ever. According to myfitnesspal if I ate like this everyday I'd gain four pounds in five weeks. Yeah, I don't want to do that.
On the plus side, I didn't eat girl scout cookies tonight. One of my biggest mind games I play with myself is to say "well you've already eaten like crap today, might as well finish it off with crap and start tomorrow". It's such a toxic way of thinking. Because if I had eaten those cookies I'd be digging myself an even bigger hole to climb out of. And I really don't want to do that.
I need to stop giving up so easily. I can do this. It's obviously very hard for me; but, I'm doing my best to keep going.
If only because I went clothes shopping and I clearly either need to lose weight or buy myself new boobs because I'm so tiny on top and thick in the lower waist that nothing fits! I cant even wear cute plus size stuff. No clothes for me. So clearly, I need to work on myself so that I can at least wear clothes ;)
Day 1
Today was...rough. I'm still reeling from a bad day yesterday (body image-wise and otherwise) and I let it impact my day.
- Breakfast: Luna bar (the chocolate cupcakes ones are heavenly) and a banana. Feeling good about this one.
- Lunch: Two pieces of pizza and two breadsticks. Womp, womp. Not the best choices. Followed it up with a mid afternoon snack of 8 Thin Mint Girl Scout cookies.
- Dinner: Pesto fettuccine and french bread with butter. Meh, not the healthiest. Could have done with one slice of bread; but, I'll never beat myself up over a yummy dinner with my family.
- After dinner... two of what I call "cookie treats". The grocery store makes little whip cream sandwiches with cookies. Terrible, no good, very bad life choice.
- Exercise: Non existent.
Note: This post will be my running log for the week. Each day I'll update this post with my current doings. :)